I’m nervous. I’m sweating more than I should be. I can’t think straight. Why am I doing this? It’s because deep down, I want to. But I don’t want to do it. I can’t escape this feeling. I can’t get her out of my head. The tumbling of my stomach makes me want to puke. I’m shivering. I need courage.
I’m scared. I don’t know if I should do it. I haven’t made any moves, even though I should. I’ve just been watching. I can’t muster up the courage to ask her. I want to run but I can’t. I can’t get rid of this feeling inside me.
I’m tense. I can’t pass up this chance. I have to do it. I walk up to her. I can’t let this go to nothing.
I’m going to do it. I can’t think of what to say, I can’t screw this up.